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My "wonderful" weekend and suicidal ideation
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<blockquote data-quote="nlj" data-source="post: 637062" data-attributes="member: 17650"><p>I often feel as if I've had enough. I often think about what songs I would like played at my funeral. The World seems so filled with evil sometimes that I wouldn't miss it. Sometimes it seems like nothing is worth the effort.</p><p></p><p>Suicide has no thought for those left behind though does it? If you have a husband and children then your suicide would change their lives and would be something that they would never get over. I think about that Beatles song, All The Lonely People, do you know the one I mean? I'm not lonely, I have H and the kids and the cats. So do you. Suicide would be the ultimate selfish cruel act, because we're not lonely people, we have all these other important people in our lives.</p><p></p><p>I think about how I would actually do it, you know, all the different ways of 'ending it', none of them are particularly foolproof or guaranteed or easy. Who would find you? How would they find you?</p><p></p><p>Thinking about the reality of it leads me out of the suicidal thought processes. It's one thing to think suicidal thoughts but a long road to thinking and planning how you would do it and another long road to actually doing it. </p><p></p><p>I think a lot of people have vague suicidal thoughts, a lot of people who would never act on those thoughts. I think women between the ages of about 50 and early 60s are particularly susceptible to depressed thoughts caused by hormones. I am. </p><p></p><p>All life at a fundamental level is about survival. You're a survivor MWM. I'm a survivor. We may think about suicide after a particularly bad day, but you and I both know that in a week's time we will no longer feel that way, because we've been there before, we've thought about it before, but then those thoughts pass and the sun comes out again and the earth turns and the good things in our lives trample the memories of that bad day underfoot.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="nlj, post: 637062, member: 17650"] I often feel as if I've had enough. I often think about what songs I would like played at my funeral. The World seems so filled with evil sometimes that I wouldn't miss it. Sometimes it seems like nothing is worth the effort. Suicide has no thought for those left behind though does it? If you have a husband and children then your suicide would change their lives and would be something that they would never get over. I think about that Beatles song, All The Lonely People, do you know the one I mean? I'm not lonely, I have H and the kids and the cats. So do you. Suicide would be the ultimate selfish cruel act, because we're not lonely people, we have all these other important people in our lives. I think about how I would actually do it, you know, all the different ways of 'ending it', none of them are particularly foolproof or guaranteed or easy. Who would find you? How would they find you? Thinking about the reality of it leads me out of the suicidal thought processes. It's one thing to think suicidal thoughts but a long road to thinking and planning how you would do it and another long road to actually doing it. I think a lot of people have vague suicidal thoughts, a lot of people who would never act on those thoughts. I think women between the ages of about 50 and early 60s are particularly susceptible to depressed thoughts caused by hormones. I am. All life at a fundamental level is about survival. You're a survivor MWM. I'm a survivor. We may think about suicide after a particularly bad day, but you and I both know that in a week's time we will no longer feel that way, because we've been there before, we've thought about it before, but then those thoughts pass and the sun comes out again and the earth turns and the good things in our lives trample the memories of that bad day underfoot. [/QUOTE]
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