Life force.
Omg.
We use to say , and still do at times, after speaking with her it’s as if a giant hyperdermic needle took out all my life energy.
I can barely move at the moment.
WTH?
And it’s not good for anyone, but for folks with autoimmune issues (or probably any chronic condition) it causes havoc internally. I can almost feel it. Ugh. 
It’s good to be able to talk about it here. Having a bad day. Thank you.
PS I usually can accept reality. Some days I dare to hope. It gets squashed quickly and harshly.
