Thank you again everyone.
Yesterday I woke up very tired having not slept well.
She called. I saw it was her. I hesitated. But I answered her call. You know the rest. Sigh.
Lesson learned.
I woke up better today; felt better all around. But, saw / heard the phone . It was her. I screamed in the air to no one “ HELL no!” and didn’t answer her call today. Too bad...so sad. My husband was in his office and burst out laughing. I got nothing done yesterday and joked that I was moving like a turtle with a broken leg.
I am working on full acceptance. I can’t change her. I know I tried. 100 percent or more. Dangerous territory. I can only change myself. It is what it is.
