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I appreciate the support everyone. I get sooooo excited when we have one good day without any episodes you'd think I hit the lottery that day. lol I've tried to pay attention to what exactly was done differently on these days that I may be doing differently with her so I can keep doing it but honestly there is no real reason that I can see as to why we have these very minor sporadic periods of "good days". Today was a great day! As Bran Bran mentioned; I too felt so guilty on days I just hated everything about my life and really felt I didn't like my child. We've all said if she were an only child she'd be wonderful because when she is by herself with me or anyone else we all say how sweet she is. She only does great with one on one interaction-even with friends. I think that more than one person to have to deal with is so overwhelming for her that the pressure builds inside her that she makes herself crazy inside??? Only 3 more days til we see the doctor-and I can't wait! I so hope he's not an idiot. lol I'll keep you guys posted and thanks again.

<blockquote data-quote="3babygirls" data-source="post: 45508" data-attributes="member: 3759"><p>I appreciate the support everyone.&nbsp; I get sooooo <img src="/community/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/2012/censored2.gif"&nbsp; class="smilie" loading="lazy" alt=":censored2:" title="censored2&nbsp; &nbsp; :censored2:" data-shortname=":censored2:" /> excited when we have one good day without any episodes you'd think I hit the lottery that day. lol&nbsp; I've tried to pay attention to what exactly was done differently on these days that I may be doing differently with her so I can keep doing it but honestly there is no real reason that I can see as to why we have these very minor sporadic periods of &quot;good days&quot;.&nbsp; Today was a great day!&nbsp; As Bran Bran mentioned; I too felt so guilty on days I just hated everything about my life and really felt I didn't like my child.&nbsp; We've all said if she were an only child she'd be wonderful because when she is by herself with me or anyone else we all say how sweet she is.&nbsp; She only does great with one on one interaction-even with friends.&nbsp; I think that more than one person to have to deal with is so overwhelming for her that the pressure builds inside her that she makes herself crazy inside??? Only 3 more days til we see the doctor-and I can't wait!&nbsp; I so hope he's not an idiot. lol&nbsp; I'll keep you guys posted and thanks again.</p></blockquote><p></p>

[QUOTE="3babygirls, post: 45508, member: 3759"] I appreciate the support everyone. I get sooooo :censored: excited when we have one good day without any episodes you'd think I hit the lottery that day. lol I've tried to pay attention to what exactly was done differently on these days that I may be doing differently with her so I can keep doing it but honestly there is no real reason that I can see as to why we have these very minor sporadic periods of "good days". Today was a great day! As Bran Bran mentioned; I too felt so guilty on days I just hated everything about my life and really felt I didn't like my child. We've all said if she were an only child she'd be wonderful because when she is by herself with me or anyone else we all say how sweet she is. She only does great with one on one interaction-even with friends. I think that more than one person to have to deal with is so overwhelming for her that the pressure builds inside her that she makes herself crazy inside??? Only 3 more days til we see the doctor-and I can't wait! I so hope he's not an idiot. lol I'll keep you guys posted and thanks again. [/QUOTE]

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