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<blockquote data-quote="BusynMember" data-source="post: 731536" data-attributes="member: 1550"><p>I just wanted you to know that you are special and exceptional and so smart, Kat. Great job!!</p><p></p><p>Re, I thought I was too past everything family and find even at my age landmarks trigger the very old traumas, like my father's death. With my family of origin mostly behind me, I can reflect. I don't want to but I do sometimes and as I have time to remember more clearly, I find I have forgiveness as I understand what happened and why but I also still carry resentment. It is already getting better but I don't feel it will ever be okay for me to engage with the players again. They are triggers who are truly clueless....they don't really know what happened to me. And I never again want to be afraid that my sister will call the police on me. I am past those scary and puzzling games. That requires I stay no contact in any way with my sister or she will find where I move and call the cops if I get her angry. The family was outraged one day when I called the cops to welfare check my brother when I truly was concerned for him (one time) but nobody knew or cared how she viciously called the cops 20 plus times on for nothing but revenge. If she even told them.</p><p></p><p> The past predicts the future unless one sees truly that something is wrong. And my sister thinks she can call the cops on me forever.</p><p></p><p>I also know she has not told somebody something so that she can gain financially and I really don't care....as long as she leaves me alone.</p><p></p><p>(Sigh) My father's death triggered so much. I hate this.</p><p></p><p></p><p>RE, as usual you are amazing!</p><p></p><p>Love and light!</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="BusynMember, post: 731536, member: 1550"] I just wanted you to know that you are special and exceptional and so smart, Kat. Great job!! Re, I thought I was too past everything family and find even at my age landmarks trigger the very old traumas, like my father's death. With my family of origin mostly behind me, I can reflect. I don't want to but I do sometimes and as I have time to remember more clearly, I find I have forgiveness as I understand what happened and why but I also still carry resentment. It is already getting better but I don't feel it will ever be okay for me to engage with the players again. They are triggers who are truly clueless....they don't really know what happened to me. And I never again want to be afraid that my sister will call the police on me. I am past those scary and puzzling games. That requires I stay no contact in any way with my sister or she will find where I move and call the cops if I get her angry. The family was outraged one day when I called the cops to welfare check my brother when I truly was concerned for him (one time) but nobody knew or cared how she viciously called the cops 20 plus times on for nothing but revenge. If she even told them. The past predicts the future unless one sees truly that something is wrong. And my sister thinks she can call the cops on me forever. I also know she has not told somebody something so that she can gain financially and I really don't care....as long as she leaves me alone. (Sigh) My father's death triggered so much. I hate this. RE, as usual you are amazing! Love and light! [/QUOTE]
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