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<blockquote data-quote="Star*" data-source="post: 222129" data-attributes="member: 4964"><p>Susie, </p><p> </p><p>I had a NOT Christmas last year. I was beyond depressed, I spent most of the time in my bed, crying or sleeping. Dude was in the group home from hades, DF was in so much pain and spent most of his time either hurting, yelling out in pain or taking enough dope so he could sleep and he has SAD, my Mom was in OH and called me with the "wish we could be together" call. I was a mess. </p><p> </p><p>I didn't put up a tree</p><p>I didn't buy gifts</p><p>I didn't bake cookies</p><p>I didn't cook dinner</p><p>I didn't shop and spend money</p><p>I didn't decorate or unbox the first light</p><p>I didn't wish others a Merry Christmas </p><p> </p><p>I didn't die either. </p><p> </p><p>But I did sit in my swing and ponder my depression, and then moreso pondered Christmas itself. Were ANY of the things above about Christmas? I did take advice of others here and volunteered and it took my mind off my depression for a moment. </p><p> </p><p>This year - I decided to do this.......leme get video of my house......brb. </p><p><img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite8" alt=":D" title="Big Grin :D" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":D" /></p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Star*, post: 222129, member: 4964"] Susie, I had a NOT Christmas last year. I was beyond depressed, I spent most of the time in my bed, crying or sleeping. Dude was in the group home from hades, DF was in so much pain and spent most of his time either hurting, yelling out in pain or taking enough dope so he could sleep and he has SAD, my Mom was in OH and called me with the "wish we could be together" call. I was a mess. I didn't put up a tree I didn't buy gifts I didn't bake cookies I didn't cook dinner I didn't shop and spend money I didn't decorate or unbox the first light I didn't wish others a Merry Christmas I didn't die either. But I did sit in my swing and ponder my depression, and then moreso pondered Christmas itself. Were ANY of the things above about Christmas? I did take advice of others here and volunteered and it took my mind off my depression for a moment. This year - I decided to do this.......leme get video of my house......brb. :happy: [/QUOTE]
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