Thank you for the hug Looking, you made me tear up.....I am grateful for the folks that help me here, too.
It is a feeling of fog, isn't it? But, Looking, you have done so much already to bolster your toolbox, well I call it an armory, because we are warriors.
You are doing really well, although you may not feel like it right now, but you are.
I have used this website (link here) http://outofthefog.website/what-it-feels-like/
It helps to understand the stuff we go through. That is a website for personality disorders and while my two were never diagnosed, they exhibit traits, especially when they are using. It has helped me to understand that the different stages of emotions I go through are natural, considering all of the drama and chaos.
I am glad you are finding relief here, and do know how devastating this all can be.
There are so many kind and good people here who take time to respond to others in need.
Really, Looking, you are helping me too, because when I write to you, I am writing to myself.
Just know that you are held, dear.
There are, and you are one of them. Hang in there Looking, you are going to be okay.
leafy
