I'm really struggling. I'm not strong. I've spent most of last night and all day today bawling. I mean downright ugly cry.
I can feel immense pain in my heart. None of what I'm doing feels right. And I'm scared my daughter hates me.
Someone please tell me this gets easier! Because right now, I honestly don't feel like I'm going to make it. I want to give up on life. And I feel guilty feeling this way because of my younger daughter. But my head tells me she'll be better off without me too.
Sorry for being such a downer. I suffer from anxiety which I now think has turned to full blown depression.
I want to get out of my own head, even for 5 minutes.
