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Dearest Lookingforthelight, this is the hardest, hardest part of this journey.


It is okay, let it out. You are stronger than you think you are. This is not the way any of us would imagine our beloveds leaving our homes. This grief does come on hard in the beginning and softens with time.

 I know the pain you write of, Looking. It is contrary to our nurturing instinct to make our adult children leave our homes. You did not have a choice. Your home was turned into a war zone, with your daughter doing as she pleased. This is no way for anyone to live.

Your daughter does not hate you. She will be upset that she cannot have her cake and eat it too, but she does not hate you.


 As time passes you will go through many different emotions. It does get easier dear. This too shall pass. Hang in there. When I hit this incredible low point, I went onto YouTube and searched through sad songs and let it all out with the music flowing through me. I wrote it out here, and was helped tremendously by writing and reading the kind responses. Keep posting Looking. We all understand this immense pain.

 Honey there is no need to apologize for expressing your true feelings. That is what this site is for. Please know there is nothing you write that would shock anyone. We have all hit very very low spots with the grief of this. Please know that you are held. My heart goes out to you and I wish for you to let all of this out, let the pain wash out of your system. You will get through this to the other side. One day, one step at a time.

Tender (((hugs))) for your hurting mommy heart, from one mom to another

leafy


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