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<blockquote data-quote="MyHeartHisLife" data-source="post: 634282" data-attributes="member: 18318"><p>Thank you all for your kind and supporting words! It was a relief to read all of your posts. Being here is kind of my therapy for now. I WANT to go to a support group but I do have a little fear of social situations especially where I feel out of control. In situations like that I am the wallflower, too afraid to speak. I usually spend the entire time trying to keep from bursting out in tears! This is how it was on the Saturdays we went to visit difficult child in rehab. We had to sit through group/family counseling before we could visit. I could barely keep from crying and had a lump in my throat the entire time! Its funny though, if you saw me at work(I'm a nurse) you'd never guess I was like that! My husband is the complete opposite, very outgoing...heck he'd probably go up to the podium and start talking! <img src="/community/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/beguiled.png" class="smilie" loading="lazy" alt=":beguiled:" title="beguiled :beguiled:" data-shortname=":beguiled:" /> I think he did asked questions and made comments---I say I think because I was too busy focusing trying to keep the tears secure in my eyes!<img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite11" alt=":rolleyes:" title="Roll Eyes :rolleyes:" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":rolleyes:" /></p><p>He's trying to encourage me to go, I know I need it...but for now I'm taking baby steps.</p><p> </p><p>Thank you for listening and replying....you have not idea how much this helps, but then again I guess you do!</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="MyHeartHisLife, post: 634282, member: 18318"] Thank you all for your kind and supporting words! It was a relief to read all of your posts. Being here is kind of my therapy for now. I WANT to go to a support group but I do have a little fear of social situations especially where I feel out of control. In situations like that I am the wallflower, too afraid to speak. I usually spend the entire time trying to keep from bursting out in tears! This is how it was on the Saturdays we went to visit difficult child in rehab. We had to sit through group/family counseling before we could visit. I could barely keep from crying and had a lump in my throat the entire time! Its funny though, if you saw me at work(I'm a nurse) you'd never guess I was like that! My husband is the complete opposite, very outgoing...heck he'd probably go up to the podium and start talking! :beguiled: I think he did asked questions and made comments---I say I think because I was too busy focusing trying to keep the tears secure in my eyes!:rolleyes: He's trying to encourage me to go, I know I need it...but for now I'm taking baby steps. Thank you for listening and replying....you have not idea how much this helps, but then again I guess you do! [/QUOTE]
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