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<blockquote data-quote="DammitJanet" data-source="post: 564942" data-attributes="member: 1514"><p>I havent seen my old therapist in months, not since June I believe.</p><p></p><p>I know I sound like a broken record here. Tony claims he knows all about how Buck is but then he goes on to say I just take him too seriously and should just let him rant and not take anything he says personally. In fact, Tony says some of the things Buck says often remind him of things I have said especially about being in chronic pain. To that I say absolute bs. For one thing I have never been addicted to the things Buck has been addicted to and I dont sit around screaming CHRONIC and TERMINAL every time I turn around. In fact, Tony had to go to the nursing station at the ER one time and inform them that I dont complain even when I am in pain but the fact that I had tears rolling down my face was a sign that it was incredibly bad because I simply dont cry. I live in pain every day and for me to be crying meant it had to be bad. Im also incredibly upset that Tony broke my trust and informed Buck about what medications I have been taking all these years because otherwise there was no way on earth he could have known I was taking anything. He left before I was diagnosed with anything. He shouldnt know that I take a thing to be honest. I keep everything in my room and I dont talk about it with just anyone.</p><p></p><p>This is just how odd it is. Billy is the only one in home who regularly uses mustard. Oh once in a blue moon when I make potato salad I will use a teaspoon or so but that might be twice a year or so but Billy uses it on sandwiches regularly. It never fails that when he goes in the fridge to look for his mustard it is missing. He set up Buck this weekend. He bought mustard last weekend. Showed the bottle to Tony when he put it in the fridge because he made a sandwich right in front of him and asked Tony if he wanted one. On Sunday Billy went into the fridge and the bottle was missing. Billy looked right into the family room and asked everyone....has anyone seen my mustard, I just bought it last weekend? Tony looked up and said..it was right there last weekend, it couldnt have disappeared. Buck just muttered, I didnt see it. Well I certainly didnt take it. Tony has to know. What would I do with mustard, I dont like it. </p><p></p><p>I come home and find doors open on cabinets. A battery was taken out of a cell phone. Why I dont know because they arent all interchangeable. I know someone was digging in my spice cabinet because I found a container knocked over and pushed so far back I couldnt even reach it and it was something I had just put in the cabinet the day before. </p><p></p><p>Tony wants to lay so much of this on Cory but I know its not him. He has no reason to come in and do that sort of thing. Maybe years ago he would have gone shopping in our pantry but if he wanted something from us now he would ask. We would be more than happy to give him anything. Tony keeps throwing up that I give Cory preferential treatment. Well yeah. He is my son, I gave birth to him. Buck is nothing to me. In fact, Buck is not even blood to Tony. He wasnt even legally adopted into their family. I have no idea how he got his birth certificate to say what it does but he put Tony's mother and father down as his parents. I know you can legally change your name as an adult but I dont think you can actually change your birth certificate. And Tony's mother was dead by the time this was done so if by chance they got a legal adoption over 18, I dont see how they got her added after death. Strange. </p><p></p><p>Of course we all know this is just my mental illnesses making me see things in warped ways. I just dont have the ability to understand how to handle normal families because I didnt grow up with siblings. I didnt have to learn to share. I was deprived. If so I say thank heavens.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="DammitJanet, post: 564942, member: 1514"] I havent seen my old therapist in months, not since June I believe. I know I sound like a broken record here. Tony claims he knows all about how Buck is but then he goes on to say I just take him too seriously and should just let him rant and not take anything he says personally. In fact, Tony says some of the things Buck says often remind him of things I have said especially about being in chronic pain. To that I say absolute bs. For one thing I have never been addicted to the things Buck has been addicted to and I dont sit around screaming CHRONIC and TERMINAL every time I turn around. In fact, Tony had to go to the nursing station at the ER one time and inform them that I dont complain even when I am in pain but the fact that I had tears rolling down my face was a sign that it was incredibly bad because I simply dont cry. I live in pain every day and for me to be crying meant it had to be bad. Im also incredibly upset that Tony broke my trust and informed Buck about what medications I have been taking all these years because otherwise there was no way on earth he could have known I was taking anything. He left before I was diagnosed with anything. He shouldnt know that I take a thing to be honest. I keep everything in my room and I dont talk about it with just anyone. This is just how odd it is. Billy is the only one in home who regularly uses mustard. Oh once in a blue moon when I make potato salad I will use a teaspoon or so but that might be twice a year or so but Billy uses it on sandwiches regularly. It never fails that when he goes in the fridge to look for his mustard it is missing. He set up Buck this weekend. He bought mustard last weekend. Showed the bottle to Tony when he put it in the fridge because he made a sandwich right in front of him and asked Tony if he wanted one. On Sunday Billy went into the fridge and the bottle was missing. Billy looked right into the family room and asked everyone....has anyone seen my mustard, I just bought it last weekend? Tony looked up and said..it was right there last weekend, it couldnt have disappeared. Buck just muttered, I didnt see it. Well I certainly didnt take it. Tony has to know. What would I do with mustard, I dont like it. I come home and find doors open on cabinets. A battery was taken out of a cell phone. Why I dont know because they arent all interchangeable. I know someone was digging in my spice cabinet because I found a container knocked over and pushed so far back I couldnt even reach it and it was something I had just put in the cabinet the day before. Tony wants to lay so much of this on Cory but I know its not him. He has no reason to come in and do that sort of thing. Maybe years ago he would have gone shopping in our pantry but if he wanted something from us now he would ask. We would be more than happy to give him anything. Tony keeps throwing up that I give Cory preferential treatment. Well yeah. He is my son, I gave birth to him. Buck is nothing to me. In fact, Buck is not even blood to Tony. He wasnt even legally adopted into their family. I have no idea how he got his birth certificate to say what it does but he put Tony's mother and father down as his parents. I know you can legally change your name as an adult but I dont think you can actually change your birth certificate. And Tony's mother was dead by the time this was done so if by chance they got a legal adoption over 18, I dont see how they got her added after death. Strange. Of course we all know this is just my mental illnesses making me see things in warped ways. I just dont have the ability to understand how to handle normal families because I didnt grow up with siblings. I didnt have to learn to share. I was deprived. If so I say thank heavens. [/QUOTE]
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