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<blockquote data-quote="Steely" data-source="post: 465844" data-attributes="member: 3301"><p>Seriously what is ECT?</p><p></p><p>Haozi - you are hit the nail on the head. She is volunteering, but I think "doing" things for family still fills that niche. It is OK I think. I will talk to her more when she comes up tomorrow.</p><p></p><p>Keista, thank you. That piece on the trees was my "free writing". It was just what came up in my soul one day. However the actual writing I am talking about is a memoir of my life. I have 150 pages until the age of 27 - and then it got too painful and I stopped. That was when Matt was 4. I have to keep writing the rest of the details out though. I feel the release once I have a polished chapter. However, the PTSD comes up in these vivid horrible nightmares. I am not sure if I can even explain them. They alter my whole existence. Basically it is like I have re-lived the entire situation in a dream, and I wake up crying,or screaming, or gasping for air - and the depression hits me like a boulder for days.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Steely, post: 465844, member: 3301"] Seriously what is ECT? Haozi - you are hit the nail on the head. She is volunteering, but I think "doing" things for family still fills that niche. It is OK I think. I will talk to her more when she comes up tomorrow. Keista, thank you. That piece on the trees was my "free writing". It was just what came up in my soul one day. However the actual writing I am talking about is a memoir of my life. I have 150 pages until the age of 27 - and then it got too painful and I stopped. That was when Matt was 4. I have to keep writing the rest of the details out though. I feel the release once I have a polished chapter. However, the PTSD comes up in these vivid horrible nightmares. I am not sure if I can even explain them. They alter my whole existence. Basically it is like I have re-lived the entire situation in a dream, and I wake up crying,or screaming, or gasping for air - and the depression hits me like a boulder for days. [/QUOTE]
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