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<blockquote data-quote="rebelson" data-source="post: 693430" data-attributes="member: 19966"><p>FB has not been involved in any way. My FB is deactivated, has been for awhile. Sorry if I gave that impression.</p><p></p><p>I know I need to not be checking. But, I am. My O C D takes over when I am anxious and that is now. I try.</p><p></p><p>I tried to call him awhile ago. No answer. I checked his latest (today) search. <strong>"liquor store"</strong> - a search that pulls up the closest, local liquor stores.</p><p>No wonder he didn't answer my call.</p><p></p><p>I think the writing is on the wall. Has he relapsed? No proof yet. And not 100%, going solely on <em>search entries</em> here. Not enough. He's still in sober living. If he's relapsed, sooner or later, he will be found out.</p><p></p><p>I am so sad. How do you separate the sadness from the anger? I'm almost positive his out-of-control anxiety is at the core. This makes me feel 'sorry' for him. But then again, he has his therapist a phone call away, sees her once a week. He has his own primary MD, he could see him for a script, or advice. He goes to IOP 3/wk. He could grab someone there. Does he? I think not. He could call his sponsor. Oh, wait, he doesn't HAVE one. <img src="/community/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/cautious.png" class="smilie" loading="lazy" alt=":cautious:" title="cautious :cautious:" data-shortname=":cautious:" /></p><p></p><p>I feel sick. My stomach feels like a rock in it. Is this 'here we go again'?</p><p></p><p>I ask again. How do you separate the sadness from the anger?</p><p></p><p>I need help<u><em><strong> getting mad. </strong></em></u></p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="rebelson, post: 693430, member: 19966"] FB has not been involved in any way. My FB is deactivated, has been for awhile. Sorry if I gave that impression. I know I need to not be checking. But, I am. My O C D takes over when I am anxious and that is now. I try. I tried to call him awhile ago. No answer. I checked his latest (today) search. [B]"liquor store"[/B] - a search that pulls up the closest, local liquor stores. No wonder he didn't answer my call. I think the writing is on the wall. Has he relapsed? No proof yet. And not 100%, going solely on [I]search entries[/I] here. Not enough. He's still in sober living. If he's relapsed, sooner or later, he will be found out. I am so sad. How do you separate the sadness from the anger? I'm almost positive his out-of-control anxiety is at the core. This makes me feel 'sorry' for him. But then again, he has his therapist a phone call away, sees her once a week. He has his own primary MD, he could see him for a script, or advice. He goes to IOP 3/wk. He could grab someone there. Does he? I think not. He could call his sponsor. Oh, wait, he doesn't HAVE one. :cautious: I feel sick. My stomach feels like a rock in it. Is this 'here we go again'? I ask again. How do you separate the sadness from the anger? I need help[U][I][B] getting mad. [/B][/I][/U] [/QUOTE]
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