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<blockquote data-quote="gottaloveem" data-source="post: 89998" data-attributes="member: 1953"><p>I get sad every single month on the 23rd (the day of the month that Alex died) I never am aware of the date, when I realize I have tears running down my face in grocery stores and such, I think of the date and it is always just before the 23rd.</p><p></p><p>I understand the pushing it down when the pain gets tough. I have done that off and on over the last 18 months. </p><p></p><p>I've been hurting a lot lately. (18 month mark) I can't imagine how I will feel many years from now.</p><p></p><p>I also have never been to a grief counselor. I figure there is nobody out there that can take my pain away, I just have to feel it.My husband found our son at home and I ran downstairs when I heard my husband scream for me. That's when I saw him. That scene replays in my mind many, many times, especially during the beginning months.</p><p></p><p>I know that I am better than last year, I just hope that with every year that goes by, I feel stronger and stronger. I know that I will never stop missing or hurting about my son.</p><p></p><p>Sending hugs.</p><p></p><p>(((HUGS)))</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="gottaloveem, post: 89998, member: 1953"] I get sad every single month on the 23rd (the day of the month that Alex died) I never am aware of the date, when I realize I have tears running down my face in grocery stores and such, I think of the date and it is always just before the 23rd. I understand the pushing it down when the pain gets tough. I have done that off and on over the last 18 months. I've been hurting a lot lately. (18 month mark) I can't imagine how I will feel many years from now. I also have never been to a grief counselor. I figure there is nobody out there that can take my pain away, I just have to feel it.My husband found our son at home and I ran downstairs when I heard my husband scream for me. That's when I saw him. That scene replays in my mind many, many times, especially during the beginning months. I know that I am better than last year, I just hope that with every year that goes by, I feel stronger and stronger. I know that I will never stop missing or hurting about my son. Sending hugs. (((HUGS))) [/QUOTE]
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