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<blockquote data-quote="Lil" data-source="post: 652968" data-attributes="member: 17309"><p>I think I may be making things harder for Jabber than they would be otherwise. I'm definitely having a harder time with this...or else it's just that "guy" thing. <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite5" alt=":confused:" title="Confused :confused:" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":confused:" /> Last night I managed a small meltdown, the poor man. Today's not much better, as I sit at my desk wiping tears. I really have to invest in better eye makeup. </p><p> </p><p>I think I may have just hit my limit. Jabber's right about every single thing. The house is just a disaster, but I have no desire to do anything about it. Or I do, but never when I'm home to actually do anything. It's not unsanitary (well, maybe the master bathroom is) but we take out the trash and do the dishes and wipe down the cupboards. But it's just a cluttered mess...for instance Jabber's sleeping bag is sitting next to the TV. He used it in October. It hasn't been put away since. I hate it. I don't particularly care to do anything about it. I think about it. I made a list of all the things that need done before we can sell. Do we get started on any of the DIY stuff? No. </p><p> </p><p>I'm gaining weight again. Slowly but surely. That has to stop before I can't fit thru a door. My knees hurt. I'm tired all the time. I came home Friday and told Jabber I honestly believe this weight will kill me. But I'm not doing anything about it. Not really. I think about it. But I don't really get past the thinking point. </p><p> </p><p>Sometimes I feel like my kid. I know he hates his life. But he doesn't do anything about it. Isn't it exactly the same? </p><p> </p><p>I'm just SO TIRED. I'm exhausted all day and then don't sleep worth a damn. </p><p> </p><p></p><p> </p><p>I do know I simply can't handle this. Not if it were to happen today. I couldn't begin to deal.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Lil, post: 652968, member: 17309"] I think I may be making things harder for Jabber than they would be otherwise. I'm definitely having a harder time with this...or else it's just that "guy" thing. :confused: Last night I managed a small meltdown, the poor man. Today's not much better, as I sit at my desk wiping tears. I really have to invest in better eye makeup. I think I may have just hit my limit. Jabber's right about every single thing. The house is just a disaster, but I have no desire to do anything about it. Or I do, but never when I'm home to actually do anything. It's not unsanitary (well, maybe the master bathroom is) but we take out the trash and do the dishes and wipe down the cupboards. But it's just a cluttered mess...for instance Jabber's sleeping bag is sitting next to the TV. He used it in October. It hasn't been put away since. I hate it. I don't particularly care to do anything about it. I think about it. I made a list of all the things that need done before we can sell. Do we get started on any of the DIY stuff? No. I'm gaining weight again. Slowly but surely. That has to stop before I can't fit thru a door. My knees hurt. I'm tired all the time. I came home Friday and told Jabber I honestly believe this weight will kill me. But I'm not doing anything about it. Not really. I think about it. But I don't really get past the thinking point. Sometimes I feel like my kid. I know he hates his life. But he doesn't do anything about it. Isn't it exactly the same? I'm just SO TIRED. I'm exhausted all day and then don't sleep worth a damn. I do know I simply can't handle this. Not if it were to happen today. I couldn't begin to deal. [/QUOTE]
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