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<blockquote data-quote="TPaul" data-source="post: 310262" data-attributes="member: 8055"><p>A saint be I not, <img src="/community/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/emoticons/crazy2.gif" class="smilie" loading="lazy" alt=":crazy2:" title="crazy :crazy2:" data-shortname=":crazy2:" />there are som many days that I just do not know if I can take another single day of this STUPID disease. I marvel that I am not bald from pulling my hair out, or completely grey headed instead of just a few greys scattered throughout.</p><p> </p><p> </p><p> </p><p>_______________________________________________________________</p><p> </p><p> </p><p> </p><p>( had to make a quick trip to take youngest son to school for tutoring this morning and the others to the bus stop, and you didn't even know I left to do that till I told you, LOL)</p><p>______________________________________________________________</p><p> </p><p>I can surely understand the frustrations of dealing with a spouse who is bipolar just like you said. I try to tell myself that it is just the disease acting, or just the disease yelling, or just the disease making me have to walk on egg shells for days at a time.<img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite4" alt=":mad:" title="Mad :mad:" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":mad:" /></p><p> </p><p>In some ways getting the bipolar diagnosis helped me because we have had such a hard road since we have gotten married. At least I know that so much of what went on for years was because of the bipolar and that it was not me being such a horrible husband that made my wife so mad and angry all the time, <img src="/community/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/felttip/anxious.png" class="smilie" loading="lazy" alt=":anxious:" title="anxious :anxious:" data-shortname=":anxious:" />, Then again, knowing it was bipolar now, I so wish that maybe we could have had that diagnosis so many years ago. That just maybe things would not have been so rocky and hard. Then again, I am not sure that if I knew that she was Bipolar before I married her if I would have. If I had not I would not have the 5 beautiful little ones I have now. They are what keeps me going and hanging on so many of my days. It is for them that I plod on each and every day. To try to make things better for them, to make them always feel loved and to grow into wonderful adults. That is what keeps me trying to stay sane holding on to my family with a death grip. </p><p> </p><p>Thanks again all of listening</p><p>T. Paul</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="TPaul, post: 310262, member: 8055"] A saint be I not, :crazy2:there are som many days that I just do not know if I can take another single day of this STUPID disease. I marvel that I am not bald from pulling my hair out, or completely grey headed instead of just a few greys scattered throughout. _______________________________________________________________ ( had to make a quick trip to take youngest son to school for tutoring this morning and the others to the bus stop, and you didn't even know I left to do that till I told you, LOL) ______________________________________________________________ I can surely understand the frustrations of dealing with a spouse who is bipolar just like you said. I try to tell myself that it is just the disease acting, or just the disease yelling, or just the disease making me have to walk on egg shells for days at a time.:angry: In some ways getting the bipolar diagnosis helped me because we have had such a hard road since we have gotten married. At least I know that so much of what went on for years was because of the bipolar and that it was not me being such a horrible husband that made my wife so mad and angry all the time, :anxious:, Then again, knowing it was bipolar now, I so wish that maybe we could have had that diagnosis so many years ago. That just maybe things would not have been so rocky and hard. Then again, I am not sure that if I knew that she was Bipolar before I married her if I would have. If I had not I would not have the 5 beautiful little ones I have now. They are what keeps me going and hanging on so many of my days. It is for them that I plod on each and every day. To try to make things better for them, to make them always feel loved and to grow into wonderful adults. That is what keeps me trying to stay sane holding on to my family with a death grip. Thanks again all of listening T. Paul [/QUOTE]
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