janet, I have been saying the same stuff for two dys or more. nothing has made ant healed. nothing has stopped him except bars and that cannot go on forever. today like you I am tired, worn out and just sad about it all.
all our strength gets sapped time and again. what choice do we have?
some say cut them out of your life. I know for me he will always be my son. I will care. I will help him less and less but I will still want better for him. I will hope. for today though I am discouraged as you are.
hugs, my other janet