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<blockquote data-quote="Jena" data-source="post: 126307" data-attributes="member: 4514"><p>thanks i appreciate it and i will beleive me i will i'm writing constantly now......i don't even need them to be read just gotta get them out.. yup i need a diary of some type.</p><p></p><p>i don't know if it's bi polar, depression, who knows. the doctor says i am depressed but who wouldnt' be with both kids being let's just say out of control, and little by little losing my job. </p><p></p><p>just got off the phone with a friend with whom i've known for quite sometime and i said ok what do you think of this, what do you see from me? i mentioned the bi polar thing to see the reaction i'd get. it's hard sometimes to see yourself, to think out of the box regarding your own behaviors. so much easier to see it with others, make sense?</p><p></p><p>i just know i feel like **** most of the time, i have my good moments though i truly do where i'll laugh and actually enjoy myself their still there. it's just well sunday night and tmrw's monday me getting on train going far away from both difficult child's now makes me very nervous indeed. always waiting for school phone call now from either school, never knowing what will happen will she get up in the a.m. i gave her chlonidine tonight because i need my rest and so does she.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Jena, post: 126307, member: 4514"] thanks i appreciate it and i will beleive me i will i'm writing constantly now......i don't even need them to be read just gotta get them out.. yup i need a diary of some type. i don't know if it's bi polar, depression, who knows. the doctor says i am depressed but who wouldnt' be with both kids being let's just say out of control, and little by little losing my job. just got off the phone with a friend with whom i've known for quite sometime and i said ok what do you think of this, what do you see from me? i mentioned the bi polar thing to see the reaction i'd get. it's hard sometimes to see yourself, to think out of the box regarding your own behaviors. so much easier to see it with others, make sense? i just know i feel like **** most of the time, i have my good moments though i truly do where i'll laugh and actually enjoy myself their still there. it's just well sunday night and tmrw's monday me getting on train going far away from both difficult child's now makes me very nervous indeed. always waiting for school phone call now from either school, never knowing what will happen will she get up in the a.m. i gave her chlonidine tonight because i need my rest and so does she. [/QUOTE]
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