This makes sense, Cedar.
Maybe that is why I cannot *yet organize my house. I have yet to own my Germany, my orderliness, a sense of completing a task, pride in a job well done, taking charge, accountability.
I need to claim my inner Germany. I do not need to live in the periphery, and overspend and not repair the infrastructure and have debt and currency crises.
My trains and buses can run on time. I can budget. I can have oversight. I can be Germany, too.
Thank you, Cedar.