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remember that post about confronting demons?? well i'm doing it next weekend
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<blockquote data-quote="Jena" data-source="post: 132023" data-attributes="member: 4514"><p>i just keep adding onto my post......lol</p><p></p><p>one thing i will say is living the right way, doing the right thing is really really hard but it feels good though.</p><p></p><p>like difficult child's evaluation. hate this process have been thru it before yet it's the right thing that feels good.</p><p></p><p>next weekend scarey stuff it feels like the right thing in my heart of hearts and since i've made this decision i've gotten on an elevator today sounds silly i know but refused to get on one for 2 mos. now since i got stuck its flights of stairs regardless of floor but its difficult child';s birthday and testing was on 6th floor so i had to do it for her.</p><p></p><p>i also handled few other fears past two days and breathed through them i think i'm growing tis is good thing. </p><p></p><p>just don't wanna die with regrets with wish i had should of done this that kinda stuff. i am paralegal for estate admin legal so i deal with death when im at work which lately hasn't been at all yet it makes me think alot and puts stuff into perspective somewhat for me.</p><p></p><p>this past 2 mos its' been hell for me quite frankly struggling with difficult child older difficult child boyfriend my own stuff job. i'm trying to not only solve the problems this time i think but also feel my way thru them and let hte emotions come out as well i think it's the only way i'll really get ok</p><p></p><p>kinda got scared the other night it's alot for boyfriend adn we had long talk and he said it's alot for new relationship. yet he said im' here and i support you totally because your doing all the right things in each area of your life especially with difficult child and next week's trip. thing is he kinda loves me with all my stuff no one's ever done that before without judgement. my families love is highly conditional yet his isn't . not sure what future will bring with us either yet it feels like for first time we are truly listening to one anothers feelings and needs and on the right road.</p><p></p><p>ok i'm done rambling for now <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite1" alt=":)" title="Smile :)" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":)" /></p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Jena, post: 132023, member: 4514"] i just keep adding onto my post......lol one thing i will say is living the right way, doing the right thing is really really hard but it feels good though. like difficult child's evaluation. hate this process have been thru it before yet it's the right thing that feels good. next weekend scarey stuff it feels like the right thing in my heart of hearts and since i've made this decision i've gotten on an elevator today sounds silly i know but refused to get on one for 2 mos. now since i got stuck its flights of stairs regardless of floor but its difficult child';s birthday and testing was on 6th floor so i had to do it for her. i also handled few other fears past two days and breathed through them i think i'm growing tis is good thing. just don't wanna die with regrets with wish i had should of done this that kinda stuff. i am paralegal for estate admin legal so i deal with death when im at work which lately hasn't been at all yet it makes me think alot and puts stuff into perspective somewhat for me. this past 2 mos its' been hell for me quite frankly struggling with difficult child older difficult child boyfriend my own stuff job. i'm trying to not only solve the problems this time i think but also feel my way thru them and let hte emotions come out as well i think it's the only way i'll really get ok kinda got scared the other night it's alot for boyfriend adn we had long talk and he said it's alot for new relationship. yet he said im' here and i support you totally because your doing all the right things in each area of your life especially with difficult child and next week's trip. thing is he kinda loves me with all my stuff no one's ever done that before without judgement. my families love is highly conditional yet his isn't . not sure what future will bring with us either yet it feels like for first time we are truly listening to one anothers feelings and needs and on the right road. ok i'm done rambling for now :) [/QUOTE]
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