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Hi Crayola,

I’ve read up on rehabs and relapses as well. I know the latest place Tornado was in is very intense. Like a boot camp. Who knows why she left after telling me she liked the program? She has a bench warrant out again, she was in a pilot program called “Woman’s Court” that focuses on addiction. She was mandated to go to rehab. I don’t know what is in store for her if/when they find her. For now I am processing the joy/ trepidation of this most recent attempt. Got to stop circular thinking and focus on the day by day.


I hope this is the case but who knows?


I think both my daughters have been on the streets so long that they are used to this way of life.


Tornado once told me that street life is a selfish way of living. Not thinking of how her choices affect her family, just living for the next high. I can only hope and pray that one day she will tire of it and come to her senses. Until then, I will keep battling to recover from the sadness of it and focus on my family who are making good choices. One day at a time. Hubs and I spent many years focusing on the chaos and drama of our two wayward girls. They will do as they please. While I will always pray for them and love them dearly, it is time to focus on finding joy and creating memories with my other adult children and grands! Thank you Crayola for taking the time to post. I appreciate your thoughts and kindness.

(((Hugs)))

Leaf


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