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<blockquote data-quote="Jena" data-source="post: 420972" data-attributes="member: 4514"><p>andy thanks and i know..... not easy to see her go off like that needing so much help. yet i believe in my heart now this truly was a necessary step that had to be taken. she had to see where my line was, and i had to see her need to escape difficult child world. it's like communication without the words. hopefully this will give me time to get difficult child stable again and also push her harder than ever to strive further than i've gotten her to so far. trying to pull the positive from this.</p><p> </p><p>terry - yes i'Tourette's Syndrome the way i wanted to send her off, no need for harsh words at the end of the day shes my kid and i absolutely adore her always have. she's knocked me arounda bit yet in the end all that anger really did wash over me and just dissapte it was surreal. i didnt' expect that. </p><p> </p><p>one things for sure i have raised two highly strong and defiant and stubborn girls and one soon to be woman. if easy child can work thru her junk she'll be an amazing woman someday, truly she just has it all. you would have to be in her space on a day she isnt' hurting and lashing out. she's beautiful and smart and insightful and so very funny and quick on her feet. she doestn' drain you when she's that way she just radiates it's hard to explain. you can feel it when she walks into a room. difficult child is a medication game and also pushing her thru her disorders.</p><p> </p><p>either way yea i'm hurting yet i knew i would if i wasnt' id' think i was off a bit and in def. need of medications. yet one thing still holds true in my mind is how much i love these kids, how when i sit down and think about the bad versus the good the good does outway it. that's alot considering they both almost put me under this year lol. </p><p> </p><p>sorry rambling i've gone thru so many emotions this year with my girls, felt so many things. one things for sure they def. let me know i'm alive. <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite1" alt=":)" title="Smile :)" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":)" /></p><p> </p><p>back to my movie, blanket, comfort food, and my dogs. <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite1" alt=":)" title="Smile :)" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":)" /></p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Jena, post: 420972, member: 4514"] andy thanks and i know..... not easy to see her go off like that needing so much help. yet i believe in my heart now this truly was a necessary step that had to be taken. she had to see where my line was, and i had to see her need to escape difficult child world. it's like communication without the words. hopefully this will give me time to get difficult child stable again and also push her harder than ever to strive further than i've gotten her to so far. trying to pull the positive from this. terry - yes i'Tourette's Syndrome the way i wanted to send her off, no need for harsh words at the end of the day shes my kid and i absolutely adore her always have. she's knocked me arounda bit yet in the end all that anger really did wash over me and just dissapte it was surreal. i didnt' expect that. one things for sure i have raised two highly strong and defiant and stubborn girls and one soon to be woman. if easy child can work thru her junk she'll be an amazing woman someday, truly she just has it all. you would have to be in her space on a day she isnt' hurting and lashing out. she's beautiful and smart and insightful and so very funny and quick on her feet. she doestn' drain you when she's that way she just radiates it's hard to explain. you can feel it when she walks into a room. difficult child is a medication game and also pushing her thru her disorders. either way yea i'm hurting yet i knew i would if i wasnt' id' think i was off a bit and in def. need of medications. yet one thing still holds true in my mind is how much i love these kids, how when i sit down and think about the bad versus the good the good does outway it. that's alot considering they both almost put me under this year lol. sorry rambling i've gone thru so many emotions this year with my girls, felt so many things. one things for sure they def. let me know i'm alive. :) back to my movie, blanket, comfort food, and my dogs. :) [/QUOTE]
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