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<blockquote data-quote="BusynMember1" data-source="post: 759811" data-attributes="member: 23706"><p>I love my daughter, but the glow of her has dimmed in my heart. I have other kids who are nice to me and grandkids. And I also lost a lovely son, like you did. I am too tired to keep trying with Kay. So I love her but the glow is gone, if that makes sense. I think about Amy and I feel warmth and pride. I think of Kay and feel tired and like crying. It is a different type of love. It is as if Kay has worn me out. I feel guilty too like I did something wrong. She is like a heavy weight on my shoulders....a beloved firstborn who seems to only care for me if I give her money. Then I feel as if I am pouting like a hurt child myself. Loving Kay has a lot of negativity attached so I try not to think about her so much.</p><p></p><p>Also I can't stand Kay's abusive husband. He is rude and has hit her. They have hit each other. Yet even Lee, as awful as he is, would not keep me away from Kay if Kay treated me well. It's Kay they keeps me away from Kay. If I were cold and wet I wouldn't have gone either, but not because of Lee.</p><p></p><p>I send you all of my prayers and love and am grateful that you have your power back. Stay well.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="BusynMember1, post: 759811, member: 23706"] I love my daughter, but the glow of her has dimmed in my heart. I have other kids who are nice to me and grandkids. And I also lost a lovely son, like you did. I am too tired to keep trying with Kay. So I love her but the glow is gone, if that makes sense. I think about Amy and I feel warmth and pride. I think of Kay and feel tired and like crying. It is a different type of love. It is as if Kay has worn me out. I feel guilty too like I did something wrong. She is like a heavy weight on my shoulders....a beloved firstborn who seems to only care for me if I give her money. Then I feel as if I am pouting like a hurt child myself. Loving Kay has a lot of negativity attached so I try not to think about her so much. Also I can't stand Kay's abusive husband. He is rude and has hit her. They have hit each other. Yet even Lee, as awful as he is, would not keep me away from Kay if Kay treated me well. It's Kay they keeps me away from Kay. If I were cold and wet I wouldn't have gone either, but not because of Lee. I send you all of my prayers and love and am grateful that you have your power back. Stay well. [/QUOTE]
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