I have a babysitter come every Saturday to watch the kids for me, so I can work or clean or whatever. A mother's helper. She's been coming since last August. Lately, Missy has been a huge problem. Every week for the past several weeks, she's been giving this girl a hard time. Because the girl is following my instructions, Missy is angry with her. She has raged a few times. Today, they were playing hopscotch and Missy got mad becuase she messed up and the girl was playing by the rules (which I do with her also). She flipped. She's now up in her room sulking. She tells me every week, lately that she never wants to see this girl again, but is excited every morning that I go pick her up. She really does like this girl, but Missy is just so angry at the world lately. I don't think the Trileptal is working. She seems moodier and angrier, even when the girl isn't here. psychiatrist said she may want to switch it to Depakote. I'm leary about all these medication and medication changes. I may let her switch it this once, but if this doesn't help, I may just stop and use the medications just for the seizure control. I really don't want to go on this medication merry go round. It's no wonder that my neck hurts everyday and that I've been getting migraines constantly. I'm just so sick of all of this. I worry constantly now.