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<blockquote data-quote="Steely" data-source="post: 458925" data-attributes="member: 3301"><p>Thanks. Ever since I can remember, when things got tough, my first thought was that I should kill myself. It has always been there, this thought, every time I get distressed. Of course I have never acted on it, yet the thought is always there. The more stressed I am, the harder this thought pounds in my mind. This week has been one of those weeks. It feels horrible, to not only feel this distraught about life, but to battle this invasive mantra in my head. Despite medication, despite counseling, it is always there. My sister always said that if I lost Matt, she would be by my side because she knew I would want to end it all.....she never mentioned what would happen if she died. I really have never felt so alone, it is just me - just me - to find the mortar to fill in all the cracks of my soul -and that reality stinks.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Steely, post: 458925, member: 3301"] Thanks. Ever since I can remember, when things got tough, my first thought was that I should kill myself. It has always been there, this thought, every time I get distressed. Of course I have never acted on it, yet the thought is always there. The more stressed I am, the harder this thought pounds in my mind. This week has been one of those weeks. It feels horrible, to not only feel this distraught about life, but to battle this invasive mantra in my head. Despite medication, despite counseling, it is always there. My sister always said that if I lost Matt, she would be by my side because she knew I would want to end it all.....she never mentioned what would happen if she died. I really have never felt so alone, it is just me - just me - to find the mortar to fill in all the cracks of my soul -and that reality stinks. [/QUOTE]
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