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<blockquote data-quote="Jena" data-source="post: 380220" data-attributes="member: 4514"><p>hi <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite1" alt=":)" title="Smile :)" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":)" /></p><p> </p><p>been off board for a few days dealing with-junk here. so i have a dr appointment for me thursday to hopefully get either xanax or something to help calm me and keep me more level. ive done ok for years on my own yet this new difficult child situation ontop of her up till 4 all summer long my nerves are officially shot.</p><p> </p><p>my bodies a wreck also. hairs falling out, all my joints are completely swollen now. and new nodules on my feet as of last night and overall body just aches bad, real low energy. it started like 3 days ago. was doing good for a while with cooler weather yet once stress hit i went off charts again. hearts been racing away even when i'm calm so i'm popping bayer for now seems to help a bit.</p><p> </p><p>periods decided to hang on for two weeks now as well (sorry for dad's who are reading this yuck!). hearing in left ear is getting worse, memories been decreasing for years but we're at an all time low in that area lol. </p><p> </p><p>husband and i were trying to wait out for insurance yet when i woke up like this today i told him ok i gotta go at least get blood test for rheumatoid arthritis done to confirm it. dr thinks it may be ms also. i think it's just arthritis. that would be cool <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite1" alt=":)" title="Smile :)" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":)" /></p><p> </p><p>husband and i are arguing, i'm over reactive, giving him a hard time, driving him nuts so he finally planted me last nite. i guess i deserved it. his ex is creating issues also. because difficult child isn't sleeping at night she went 24 hrs today. just crashed at 8 this morning. so she was texting husband last night and talking to her kid on phone stay away from my daughter etc. than texting him. so i finally snapped after 4 years. i text her and told her off. than he got about 30 texts in about 15 min. </p><p> </p><p>so as you can see as usual our life is insane. keep trying to calm it yet never works. i also posted update about difficult child on regular board.</p><p> </p><p>i sat outside with-green tea and yes a cig. today and just said wow god i do not pray so hey how are you?????? i'm trying not to be dramatic yet it's time to ease up on me kinda had enough now. left him a voicemail <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite1" alt=":)" title="Smile :)" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":)" /></p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Jena, post: 380220, member: 4514"] hi :) been off board for a few days dealing with-junk here. so i have a dr appointment for me thursday to hopefully get either xanax or something to help calm me and keep me more level. ive done ok for years on my own yet this new difficult child situation ontop of her up till 4 all summer long my nerves are officially shot. my bodies a wreck also. hairs falling out, all my joints are completely swollen now. and new nodules on my feet as of last night and overall body just aches bad, real low energy. it started like 3 days ago. was doing good for a while with cooler weather yet once stress hit i went off charts again. hearts been racing away even when i'm calm so i'm popping bayer for now seems to help a bit. periods decided to hang on for two weeks now as well (sorry for dad's who are reading this yuck!). hearing in left ear is getting worse, memories been decreasing for years but we're at an all time low in that area lol. husband and i were trying to wait out for insurance yet when i woke up like this today i told him ok i gotta go at least get blood test for rheumatoid arthritis done to confirm it. dr thinks it may be ms also. i think it's just arthritis. that would be cool :) husband and i are arguing, i'm over reactive, giving him a hard time, driving him nuts so he finally planted me last nite. i guess i deserved it. his ex is creating issues also. because difficult child isn't sleeping at night she went 24 hrs today. just crashed at 8 this morning. so she was texting husband last night and talking to her kid on phone stay away from my daughter etc. than texting him. so i finally snapped after 4 years. i text her and told her off. than he got about 30 texts in about 15 min. so as you can see as usual our life is insane. keep trying to calm it yet never works. i also posted update about difficult child on regular board. i sat outside with-green tea and yes a cig. today and just said wow god i do not pray so hey how are you?????? i'm trying not to be dramatic yet it's time to ease up on me kinda had enough now. left him a voicemail :) [/QUOTE]
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