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<blockquote data-quote="Boogie" data-source="post: 381600" data-attributes="member: 8997"><p>Sorry things have been so bad... they're far worse here. I, too, snapped this week. I took a baseball bat to Satanica's door after she kept pushing about her stupid cell phone. I put several holes through the door and then proceeded toward Satanica, beating the mattress and finally hitting myself hard in the head to stop myself from killing her. I wouldn't be the least bit surprised if the cops or CPS drop by for a "friendly" visit this week.</p><p></p><p>Her case manager was here today and I went off on her as well after being told once again that any kind of placement out of the home is not an option, to which I told my wife to take her difficult child's and start packing. At night, I wake up, go sit in the dark basement and cry. I just can't handle this anymore. It's sucked the life right out of me and I really hate the monster I've become. </p><p></p><p>NOBODY wants to take Satanica. Nobody. So we never get to do anything. Our last respite worker quit like two months back and we still don't have a replacement. So, whatever Satanica did/told her to make her quit must have been a real doosey. </p><p></p><p>You mentioned nodules and joints... I was recently diagnosis'ed with fibromyalgia, and the diagnosis was based on pain and/or swelling in eleven different points. I also have RA but it's in remission. I also have my own theory about prolonged, extreme stress levels and the release of cortisol in the blood causing damage to the central nervous system, causing it to overload on pain triggers, causing severe pain that shoots from place to place, causing pains for no evident reason.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Boogie, post: 381600, member: 8997"] Sorry things have been so bad... they're far worse here. I, too, snapped this week. I took a baseball bat to Satanica's door after she kept pushing about her stupid cell phone. I put several holes through the door and then proceeded toward Satanica, beating the mattress and finally hitting myself hard in the head to stop myself from killing her. I wouldn't be the least bit surprised if the cops or CPS drop by for a "friendly" visit this week. Her case manager was here today and I went off on her as well after being told once again that any kind of placement out of the home is not an option, to which I told my wife to take her difficult child's and start packing. At night, I wake up, go sit in the dark basement and cry. I just can't handle this anymore. It's sucked the life right out of me and I really hate the monster I've become. NOBODY wants to take Satanica. Nobody. So we never get to do anything. Our last respite worker quit like two months back and we still don't have a replacement. So, whatever Satanica did/told her to make her quit must have been a real doosey. You mentioned nodules and joints... I was recently diagnosis'ed with fibromyalgia, and the diagnosis was based on pain and/or swelling in eleven different points. I also have RA but it's in remission. I also have my own theory about prolonged, extreme stress levels and the release of cortisol in the blood causing damage to the central nervous system, causing it to overload on pain triggers, causing severe pain that shoots from place to place, causing pains for no evident reason. [/QUOTE]
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