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<blockquote data-quote="meowbunny" data-source="post: 225754" data-attributes="member: 3626"><p>Um, I'm not ready to leave this earth quite yet. As I said, my daughter needs me and as long as she can't make it on her own, I'm stuck whether I like it or not. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare anyone. Yes, this depression is deep. The deepest I've ever experienced and it scares me sometimes. I wish I could afford to see a doctor -- any doctor -- but I can't. It really is that simple.</p><p> </p><p>As to suicide prevention, I doubt there's really anything they can say that I don't already know. I used to be a volunteer for them. They are a great organization and the people that work there offer a tremendous service but it's not my thing. I'm still shocked that I posted here. It is not something I do. I rarely even discuss my depression with my best friend. </p><p> </p><p>I don't do feelings well. Not mine. Not others. I hate when I'm emotional. I like the even keel. I don't cry in public. I do my best to not watch sad movies. I walk out of the room when there's a Hallmark commercial. I like to smile but not laugh out loud. I hate, hate, hate when I get really angry. Emotions are definitely not my thing. They rate right up there with eating mashed potatoes. Just not sensations I enjoy.</p><p> </p><p>Thank you all for the concern. I'm afraid you're stuck with me for a while longer, even through this stupid depression.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="meowbunny, post: 225754, member: 3626"] Um, I'm not ready to leave this earth quite yet. As I said, my daughter needs me and as long as she can't make it on her own, I'm stuck whether I like it or not. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare anyone. Yes, this depression is deep. The deepest I've ever experienced and it scares me sometimes. I wish I could afford to see a doctor -- any doctor -- but I can't. It really is that simple. As to suicide prevention, I doubt there's really anything they can say that I don't already know. I used to be a volunteer for them. They are a great organization and the people that work there offer a tremendous service but it's not my thing. I'm still shocked that I posted here. It is not something I do. I rarely even discuss my depression with my best friend. I don't do feelings well. Not mine. Not others. I hate when I'm emotional. I like the even keel. I don't cry in public. I do my best to not watch sad movies. I walk out of the room when there's a Hallmark commercial. I like to smile but not laugh out loud. I hate, hate, hate when I get really angry. Emotions are definitely not my thing. They rate right up there with eating mashed potatoes. Just not sensations I enjoy. Thank you all for the concern. I'm afraid you're stuck with me for a while longer, even through this stupid depression. [/QUOTE]
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