I took some time off of reading/writing here, off work, and generally off life to try and figure out what to do next, but I can't really figure it out. My son is in rehab now, and we had our first conference call with his therapist. The therapist said that son told him he's been using heroin regularly. I was so certain that that's the one drug he hasn't tried yet. I don't know what to do. I wish I could just go to sleep and wake up and find that all this was some very strange dream. What do I do now? What will son do, with his denial and deterioration and lies... Just yesterday I read about a mother whose son died of heroin overdose. I'm scared.