Thank you all so much. I've gone to two Al-Anon meetings so far, and they help while I'm there, but when I leave it all comes back and it feels like I'm trying to breathe while being crushed under a rock. With this new revelation, it's worse.
You are all right, I can't make him quit. The only thing I can do is try keeping him safe until he turns 18. He's safe for tonight... I'm trying to focus on that.
I will go to another meeting tonight. I feel like I will explode if I won't.
