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<blockquote data-quote="Littleboylost" data-source="post: 716862" data-attributes="member: 21895"><p>Thank you all for your support and wisdom. I have been struggling through a day of work and balling my eyes out on the way home. The boy has gone silent ....he got what he needed, his stuff and some food cards....I am always afraid he will trade the food cards for cigarettes or cash. Oh well what can you do. </p><p>I could not agree more the deep dark unknown. Mind runs a million miles a minute. I feel like a failure and feel I am judged. But my mantra to all of the negativity is we did not raise him this way and we don't live the way he is choosing to live. </p><p></p><p>The part that stick in my throat is all of the lies he tells to gain people's sympathy. He has rolled through most of his friends and is now reliant on his drug culture friends for support. </p><p></p><p>Hubby has several offers on his car, I can't wait to see the back of it. Something that should have had happiness attached is now tarnished and brings nothing but headache when I look at it. </p><p></p><p>I want to lie in bed and cry, but I am forcing myself out with friends tonight and off to the Cottage tomorrow. I need to unplug and relax and have it be about me and husband for a change. </p><p></p><p>Copa I have not read the Nightengale but I intent to put it on my e reader right now. </p><p></p><p>Culturana </p><p>I am looking into the Karpman Drama Triange and will think deeply about wher this goes. </p><p></p><p>I am posting in the site to avoid the urge to text my son. I did let him keep his phone and I am paying for the phone plan for now. </p><p></p><p>Deep breath in, feels better I could not do that when I started this post. </p><p></p><p>RN what can I say our boys are like twins separated by 4 years and genetics...well maybe not so much the genetics. I am so glad your son was not injured worse than he was, so grateful that he did not injure anyone else. The car was a reward and a gift of love. You may think he has 9 lives but I think it was your angel stepping in to teach him and protect you. I am pretty science minded and don't go in for a whole lot of religion, or other realms, that's just me, but I do believe there is a power greater than us beyond is and around is. Who knows how it all works. But I like to think angels are involved. </p><p></p><p>If I unplug and don't respond .....I am taking pause to heal and regroup. Thank you all again.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Littleboylost, post: 716862, member: 21895"] Thank you all for your support and wisdom. I have been struggling through a day of work and balling my eyes out on the way home. The boy has gone silent ....he got what he needed, his stuff and some food cards....I am always afraid he will trade the food cards for cigarettes or cash. Oh well what can you do. I could not agree more the deep dark unknown. Mind runs a million miles a minute. I feel like a failure and feel I am judged. But my mantra to all of the negativity is we did not raise him this way and we don't live the way he is choosing to live. The part that stick in my throat is all of the lies he tells to gain people's sympathy. He has rolled through most of his friends and is now reliant on his drug culture friends for support. Hubby has several offers on his car, I can't wait to see the back of it. Something that should have had happiness attached is now tarnished and brings nothing but headache when I look at it. I want to lie in bed and cry, but I am forcing myself out with friends tonight and off to the Cottage tomorrow. I need to unplug and relax and have it be about me and husband for a change. Copa I have not read the Nightengale but I intent to put it on my e reader right now. Culturana I am looking into the Karpman Drama Triange and will think deeply about wher this goes. I am posting in the site to avoid the urge to text my son. I did let him keep his phone and I am paying for the phone plan for now. Deep breath in, feels better I could not do that when I started this post. RN what can I say our boys are like twins separated by 4 years and genetics...well maybe not so much the genetics. I am so glad your son was not injured worse than he was, so grateful that he did not injure anyone else. The car was a reward and a gift of love. You may think he has 9 lives but I think it was your angel stepping in to teach him and protect you. I am pretty science minded and don't go in for a whole lot of religion, or other realms, that's just me, but I do believe there is a power greater than us beyond is and around is. Who knows how it all works. But I like to think angels are involved. If I unplug and don't respond .....I am taking pause to heal and regroup. Thank you all again. [/QUOTE]
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