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<blockquote data-quote="Jena" data-source="post: 386369" data-attributes="member: 4514"><p>hi</p><p> </p><p>thanks. i'm assuming it's that mixed with-them mentioning solids on hospital appointment. last week which she wasn't ready for either, mixed with-kids in neighborhood. She gets by during day yet at night it's rough. She's having alot of nightmares, could be the seroquel also about dying. She's having alot of negative self hate thoughts like i hate myself, i can't stand myself this eating disorder is taking over me. My heart really goes out to her. I feel so bad and there is nothing i can do to make it better for her right now. As a mom that is killing me. she is so multi layered there is so much going on in that head of hers.</p><p> </p><p>to cry is pointless i told my husband last nite the tears wont fix this. i just get up each day and stay hopeful. it isn't easy though i wont' lie. she wets bed everynight now, the nightmares. </p><p> </p><p>i'm fighting to get her a pysch doctor, a therapist, an Occupational Therapist (OT) evaluation. ppl basically suck and no one's helping. as per usual. only good guy i have on my side is her peditrician, he's such a good man. truly. called him yesterday on the way to the hospital. he said i'm getting my staff on finding her a pyschiatrist today. him and i have become friends through it.</p><p> </p><p>he actually waved all fees for my older easy child right now due to her not having insurance a few weeks ago when she was sick, and took away all co pays for now. i had husband drop off a huge tray of food for him and his staff at the office that same day.</p><p> </p><p>my sleep is def getting affected. it's benefiting husband because we're up each night till 2 or 3 pretty much after he gets home. my minds' clicking alot so falling asleep isnt' as easy for me.</p><p> </p><p>she cried last night during the shake. i felt so bad just hugged her and worked with her inbetween each sip again. she said to me i love you and your the only person who gets me and i can trust. as much as i love her i do get scared of the future. i'm trying not to project yet if i could live forever that would be great, yet i can't and someday i'll have to leave her. that frightens me bigtime. </p><p> </p><p>i need to go to therapy so husband and i are trying to figure out a way we can make that work with his days off if he sits and does shake with-her so i can go. he's been and you guys my place yet i think addtl help is needed.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Jena, post: 386369, member: 4514"] hi thanks. i'm assuming it's that mixed with-them mentioning solids on hospital appointment. last week which she wasn't ready for either, mixed with-kids in neighborhood. She gets by during day yet at night it's rough. She's having alot of nightmares, could be the seroquel also about dying. She's having alot of negative self hate thoughts like i hate myself, i can't stand myself this eating disorder is taking over me. My heart really goes out to her. I feel so bad and there is nothing i can do to make it better for her right now. As a mom that is killing me. she is so multi layered there is so much going on in that head of hers. to cry is pointless i told my husband last nite the tears wont fix this. i just get up each day and stay hopeful. it isn't easy though i wont' lie. she wets bed everynight now, the nightmares. i'm fighting to get her a pysch doctor, a therapist, an Occupational Therapist (OT) evaluation. ppl basically suck and no one's helping. as per usual. only good guy i have on my side is her peditrician, he's such a good man. truly. called him yesterday on the way to the hospital. he said i'm getting my staff on finding her a pyschiatrist today. him and i have become friends through it. he actually waved all fees for my older easy child right now due to her not having insurance a few weeks ago when she was sick, and took away all co pays for now. i had husband drop off a huge tray of food for him and his staff at the office that same day. my sleep is def getting affected. it's benefiting husband because we're up each night till 2 or 3 pretty much after he gets home. my minds' clicking alot so falling asleep isnt' as easy for me. she cried last night during the shake. i felt so bad just hugged her and worked with her inbetween each sip again. she said to me i love you and your the only person who gets me and i can trust. as much as i love her i do get scared of the future. i'm trying not to project yet if i could live forever that would be great, yet i can't and someday i'll have to leave her. that frightens me bigtime. i need to go to therapy so husband and i are trying to figure out a way we can make that work with his days off if he sits and does shake with-her so i can go. he's been and you guys my place yet i think addtl help is needed. [/QUOTE]
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