Well, I took a long walk and decided that if Sis wants to waste her time spying on me, I'm not going to allow her to affect my posting here. I just will mostly leave her out of here unless she does something so outrageous I have to vent and I suspect she will not anymore for a while.
I'm soooooooooooooooo excited to meet my little man!!! I will sum it up.
I will, hereafter, be a little more careful about details I give, however how sad is it that somebody from your dysfunctional family of origin (or as I call it, my DNA collection) needs you in her life, even if she was the one who did the 100th cut off. She obviously can not let go of anyone and needs to know what I'm doing and saying. I gave nothing away of her identity. I was healing my own past as I know it. I have nothing against her healing her past as she knows it, and I know she has a lot to heal and time is a-wastin. You can't be 60 and first doing this. THen you wasted your life on other people who you claim you don't even like. Maybe she even got my brother to read it. He has more of a life than her, but no SO...never did. To him, there are things I said I am very sorry for, but really he has done stuff too...that's what happens in a dysfunctional family. I'm the scapegoat. I am lucky I am. I could be them.
So, hi, Sis, if you are here. I know you can't control yourself. I get it, but... I can't help myself: Pulling a knife on my STBX????? I know it's not funny, but when I read that, I had to laugh. 
As for my walk...Oh, Lil, this weather is to DIE for!!!!!!!! I LOVE IT!
To those others here, I just can't let anyone chase me off a place I love. I'm glad I came to that conclusion.
Hugs to all.
How do you like the new name? I like it better!