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<blockquote data-quote="Janna" data-source="post: 27904" data-attributes="member: 2737"><p>Linda, my friend</p><p></p><p>I totally understand you.</p><p></p><p>I have more PTSD than I care to admit to. Additonally, I am sure I probably fit into the Bipolar criteria somewhere, as my depression is again, returning, and oddly enough never seems to fully go away.</p><p></p><p>I see the phone numbers for the school come up and my stomache gets ill. I can tell when Dylan is ready to get upset, I remember every single sign of the pre-rage stuff, and I have to walk away.</p><p></p><p>I have nightmares now, mostly concerning difficult child 2. I am currently dealing with the previous foster mother, her inappropriate communications with my son, and all the "others" in the mix that are unhelpful. I do not sleep through the night. Never. I am high strung, get angry at things I shouldn't, and am overall not a happy go lucky person like I was.</p><p></p><p>SO said to me a few months ago, "I wish I could have the old Janna back".</p><p></p><p>I don't know that will ever happen. I've been through just too much.</p><p></p><p>I'm sorry you're feeling the way you are. Thanks for allowing me to vent also.</p><p></p><p>Janna</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Janna, post: 27904, member: 2737"] Linda, my friend I totally understand you. I have more PTSD than I care to admit to. Additonally, I am sure I probably fit into the Bipolar criteria somewhere, as my depression is again, returning, and oddly enough never seems to fully go away. I see the phone numbers for the school come up and my stomache gets ill. I can tell when Dylan is ready to get upset, I remember every single sign of the pre-rage stuff, and I have to walk away. I have nightmares now, mostly concerning difficult child 2. I am currently dealing with the previous foster mother, her inappropriate communications with my son, and all the "others" in the mix that are unhelpful. I do not sleep through the night. Never. I am high strung, get angry at things I shouldn't, and am overall not a happy go lucky person like I was. SO said to me a few months ago, "I wish I could have the old Janna back". I don't know that will ever happen. I've been through just too much. I'm sorry you're feeling the way you are. Thanks for allowing me to vent also. Janna [/QUOTE]
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