Well here we go again. Let me get you up to date. difficult child is now doing the oh my god drug, heroin. (saw the track marks and he admitted it) So that was it I told him he cannot come here for anything till he goes thru treatment. Well he says he won't go cuz of the warrant out for him. They will pick him up in treatment so he wont go. So I haven't heard from him in a few days (I'm sure he staying with a friend) Now tonight he contacts me to ask if I made supper he hasn't eaten in 3 days. I told him he could come get something to eat but he had to leave right after. then all the sudden he wasn't hungry anymore. Then says he slept in a park, then he's in a park "right now doing dope". And if he OD's it'll be my fault cuz he can't come home. I told him go to the emergency room and ask for crisis they will feed him and give him a bed. All this after just 3 days ago everything in his life is my fault, he hates me, he hopes I can live with myself and so on. Oh yeah this is all thru text messaging by the way. I feel bad he is out there but I have to be strong and not give him the satisfaction of not letting him know that.