Or am I giving MY role in this TOO MUCH IMPORTANCE? I think that's it.
Still in too deep, really, but I'm tons better than I used to be. It's just that things always develop with these difficult children that just blindside you.
So I really need to get that it's not ME that's "sending" him anywhere. Nothing to do with my choice and it hasn't been for a while. He really is owning this and maybe that's what is throwing me for a loop.
Sorry guys, I know I'm all over the place, but am just processing as I type...
