Ahhh Cookie, you have expressed my feelings of my own difficult child exactly. Thank you for that. My difficult child is the same as you described yours. I could never really express myself here or anywhere keeping my feelings inside. Thank you
I know you are feeling, gosh do I know. I am so so sorry that you are going through this. I also feel that after they have been gone for awhile and come back, that even though most of the behaviours are the same it is worse for us because we are mourning the peace and quiet and stress free days.
I find I resent him, resent him for taking it away from me and husband. Resent him for not making it on his own.
I think what your doing is great, a PI class sounds fun. My difficult child calls me "Jack Bauer" (the guy from 24) I was born with great and natural insticts that tell me somethings up. I sometimes wish I was more naive, my instincts drive me crazy, I wish I didnt know what I know.
You mentioned "shop" what exactly is that? I didnt know what you meant there?
Grace