Your post is so heartfelt, painful, yet there is beauty in its honesty. I’m sorry to read of such brutally difficult challenges over the years.
I don’t tend to believe in psychics, but part of me is very open to the idea. How beautiful that you communicated with your son. I can see the truth in your account.
I am somewhat short at 5’2”. Most people are unaware of this because I almost always wear heels. I was normal weight until recently when medication contributed to weight gain. BUT, the doctor greatly reduced the dosage recently and I’ve lost three pounds!!!