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Tired of crying and having swollen eyes everyday
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<blockquote data-quote="Jenna0823" data-source="post: 743561" data-attributes="member: 23448"><p>I have been listening to sermons by Rick Warren and Joyce Meyer every night while relaxing or reading about this stuff on the internet to help me work thru it. I can accept my daughters behavior because it is all I have gotten from her for 17 years now and my sister it’s been ongoing for about 4 years. As hurtful as it is I can switch that off easily but my granddaughter was like my own child that I tried so hard to always protect because of all my daughter put her through. I miss her so much. It hurts my heart. And she doesn’t reach out to me at all so that really hurts as we were so close. I guess she is happy to have her mom back right now as it’s been about five years since she lived with her or really spent any time with her. But there is always chaos and drama daily with my daughter so it’s got to be like walking on eggshells for her. I don’t miss my daughter at all. I am used to this treatment and with her being in and out of jail and rehab and on drugs I feel I haven’t had her in 17 years. Plus honestly it’s peaceful to not get caught up in the daily chaos and drama that she puts you through. So perhaps I will find a counselor and I do make sure I am grateful for all I have but more so grateful for the peace and quiet I have finally after many years. Her not talking to me right now is peaceful. I should be enjoying it more. I can’t let it consume me or steal my peace and happiness. Thanks for helping me. Hugs</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Jenna0823, post: 743561, member: 23448"] I have been listening to sermons by Rick Warren and Joyce Meyer every night while relaxing or reading about this stuff on the internet to help me work thru it. I can accept my daughters behavior because it is all I have gotten from her for 17 years now and my sister it’s been ongoing for about 4 years. As hurtful as it is I can switch that off easily but my granddaughter was like my own child that I tried so hard to always protect because of all my daughter put her through. I miss her so much. It hurts my heart. And she doesn’t reach out to me at all so that really hurts as we were so close. I guess she is happy to have her mom back right now as it’s been about five years since she lived with her or really spent any time with her. But there is always chaos and drama daily with my daughter so it’s got to be like walking on eggshells for her. I don’t miss my daughter at all. I am used to this treatment and with her being in and out of jail and rehab and on drugs I feel I haven’t had her in 17 years. Plus honestly it’s peaceful to not get caught up in the daily chaos and drama that she puts you through. So perhaps I will find a counselor and I do make sure I am grateful for all I have but more so grateful for the peace and quiet I have finally after many years. Her not talking to me right now is peaceful. I should be enjoying it more. I can’t let it consume me or steal my peace and happiness. Thanks for helping me. Hugs [/QUOTE]
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