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To my precious sister, H.
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<blockquote data-quote="Steely" data-source="post: 240580" data-attributes="member: 3301"><p>Thank you guys. I have been having a hard day missing her, and truthfully I wrote that for her memorial and yet I have never looked at it again. I stored it away, because it was too painful. However, today, I went through my storage to find it - because I felt compelled to share it.</p><p></p><p>Toto and I have had this conversation about bald eagles and how where Matt is, there are bald eagles that migrate there in masses. When I went to admit Matt at this Residential Treatment Center (RTC) there was a beautiful hand drawn picture of a bald eagle in their living area - and I knew H was there - once again. I know her spirit has followed him everywhere he has been in the last 6 months, guiding him and protecting him.</p><p></p><p>I am having such a hard time lately feeling really understood by people. No one seems to know me as the whole person I am. They have all these pre-conceived ideas about me, and few of them are accurate. It is not something I consciously do - maybe I just have too many walls up. However, H., she knew me inside and out - every scar, every piece and shred of me. I miss that connection, in a deep, painful way. I pray to God someday I find it again with someone.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Steely, post: 240580, member: 3301"] Thank you guys. I have been having a hard day missing her, and truthfully I wrote that for her memorial and yet I have never looked at it again. I stored it away, because it was too painful. However, today, I went through my storage to find it - because I felt compelled to share it. Toto and I have had this conversation about bald eagles and how where Matt is, there are bald eagles that migrate there in masses. When I went to admit Matt at this Residential Treatment Center (RTC) there was a beautiful hand drawn picture of a bald eagle in their living area - and I knew H was there - once again. I know her spirit has followed him everywhere he has been in the last 6 months, guiding him and protecting him. I am having such a hard time lately feeling really understood by people. No one seems to know me as the whole person I am. They have all these pre-conceived ideas about me, and few of them are accurate. It is not something I consciously do - maybe I just have too many walls up. However, H., she knew me inside and out - every scar, every piece and shred of me. I miss that connection, in a deep, painful way. I pray to God someday I find it again with someone. [/QUOTE]
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