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I am not saying this is what is going on in her head... but sometimes when I have my non-sleep nights, I get caught up in my head and how horrible it feels. I start over thinking things. By then I am elevated and nothing, nothing to me, can fix the problem.

"Why take a stupid pill now I am already messed up kind of thinking" It doesn't make sense, and to the outsider it is SO frustrating...

husband looks at me like he wants to kill me.


I can't fully explain how I feel or why, but sometimes I just don't take them once I am awake.

it is also stubborn, "I don't need these stupid pills!" kind of thinking. I want to sleep, but I am mad at myself for needing them. I am just sad and mad that I need anything and that I have to live like this at times.


Maybe maybe not, just a thought?


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