Thank you Tanya
So true, he’s not looking for a reason to forgive me, it’s more like he’s looking for a reason to hijack my life again. If he could only just get me to concede that I have created all of his problems then I believe he thinks I would be on the hook again to rescue him from all of his bad decisions. There’s just no place for me to go with it.
The irony has not escaped me. The danger he speaks of was a renowned psychopharmacologist who was extremely careful with prescribing including many office visits and tons of bloodwork along with titrating medication at minute dosages to be sure he was okay. Compared to him taking lethal amounts of Coricidin Cough and Cold so he could “trip” and causing psychosis makes it a real head shaker.
It is very sad, I hope your son is somewhere getting the help he needs.
