Copa ~ Your posts always make me think. The way you write really gets through to me.
I think we tend to remember the negatives so much more readily. I've found myself going through the days, weeks and months just being myself and noticing I don't act the way my son describes. Have I ever been impatient and really frustrated to the point I was at my wits end? A couple of times. But I don't act the way my son describes when that happens. So I've though to myself am I just not a raging lunatic anymore or was I never? I think never but then maybe I'm kidding myself. That's what I meant about maybe my reality being as messed up as my son's.
I get glimpses of being in the moment here and there these days. Meditation frustrates me right now so I go more for physical activities.
Ha! I so love this! 80 minutes is a lot, good job!
