So he finally woke up... very groggy and slurring his words. I told him he needed to tell us the truth and that we could see and hear he was on something. He has had issues with cocaine in the past so I asked if he was back to using it... or meth? Both would cause mania and then a crash....
He got upset and claimed no... that he took a few sleeping pills since his sleep has been so bad. This is true he has major sleep disturbances, but we asked how he got sleeping pills..as our doctor has refused to give them to him due to drug abuse. He said he can get them easy. Told us they were kolozipam? I'm thinking it is benzos again? He said no, but I'm pretty sure they are.
He argued with us for a while.... trying to justify using something to knock him out. Says he was looking for art supplies for school and that is why he went through all the drawers.... I do have lots of crafty type stuff but we told him we would give him anything if he asked but it isn't ok to just rummage and steal it.
Younger son came home during this and I hated seeing his face. I pulled him aside and explained and told him I was sorry he had to see this. He told me he can handle it. When older son suggested they go out later, younger one told him "no... I have homework"
I don't want this back in my house. Younger son deserves the support to go to school and live in a safe home. I will not let older son move back in while he is still home again. This is just too heartbreaking.
Son claims art school is the first thing to make him happy.... but he still can't sleep. And this is leading to his use of sedatives... always an excuse.
Husband listened to son rant and rave about crap for a while very patiently... then son started saying he wished they did stuff together and husband told him to suggest some stuff and they would. He wanted his car but we hid his Keyes and told him we would drive him anywhere but we would not let him drive. He tried to argue but we did not budge.
Husband is currently driving him back to his apartment.
Now to try and sleep so I can face my day tomorrow ..... sigh
