Deni,
Sorry to hear that you are struggling. Is your eyesight something that will eventually return? I'm praying for that. I remember the days of digging to check in on my son. We know what we will likely find, but can't help what we will find. I think it's ok to check in from time to time. It is painful, but as moms, we sometimes just have to check-in. I think it's definitely good news that the hold has lasted more than 72 hours. I think I would be curious to take that offer of family therapy, just to see the therapist's take on all of it
I am hopeful that he is getting some help and being tracked by a mental health professional. That is reassuring that he is not flailing around without eyes on him. I encourage you to practice some self-care in the midst of your turmoil. This can take a toll on you and I would like to see you on the road to recovery and detachment. Self-care is the hardest to jump into when you're dealing with all these emotions. Hugs to you and know that we are all thinking of you and sending prayers/good vibes.
Love,
Jmom
