I am just taking things one day at a time, minute by minute. husband is up and down, and so we are up and down. husband said his depakote levels are way to high. He was really out of it, slurring his words and falling and stumbling. One minute he was saying he was going to be d/c'd tommorrow, then the next minute he said if the medications don't work he could be there another week. My money is on the second comment. I asked that husband's caseworker call me. husband signed a release when he was admitted so they could talk to me, thank god for that. easy child is sick, could be flu, H1N1, cold or Mono. She is very needle phobic and I did not push the blood test for Mono as I just did not have the energy. They cannot do anything for it anyways. I am going back to work tommorrow. Life has to go on, and I don't know how it would be good for me to sit at home again. All I do is play on the internet. I can't concentrate on much for a long time, I jump from site to site. I don't want to really go on, but I have to. The kids, especially easy child, just want me to play card games and such with them, and I am finding that interaction so hard. I just want to sit and stare. Thank you all for your support. It really means a lot to me.