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<blockquote data-quote="Jena" data-source="post: 128272" data-attributes="member: 4514"><p>i'm really not feeling well. im very tired and need some sleep. ive' got little difficult child in room hysterical now because she' sconvincned foot is broken. foot is not broken.</p><p></p><p>i let her stay up till 10 tonight figuring that would help her go down easier, i didn't give her chlonidine for simple fact i wanted to give her break from drugs being no school tmrw. so so stupid of me let me tell you.</p><p></p><p>i am realizing now i matter too. i've put my kids first all the time too much so i dont' even take care of me anymore. i should of givne her medication tonight so i could get rest here i was looking out for her yet again and screwing myself in process.</p><p></p><p>so now shes flying into what looks like who knows went from so so happy then i tickled face back all the usual stuff sang to her gave her a time we have a number game we play i giv eher time on clock she's allowed to tell me she cna't sleep.</p><p></p><p>she ignored the numbers tonight as soon as i walked away she was after me i'm telling you like a bad episode of hte nanny. then i walk her back in 5 times calmly see thing is its not the nanny she has needs special needs obviously.</p><p></p><p>so here i am i begged her first i talked to her calmly and said mommy is very sick i need my rest tonight pls. stay in your room for gave her number and think happy thoguhts and do your breathing and then you'll fall asleep...........nope she wasnt having it so now iv'e got the you dnt love me you dont' care aobut me you only care about yourself keepign her sister up who just put her ipod in not to listen to the **** yet another night.</p><p></p><p>tonight yes i cannot handle her nope not at all. my chest is hurting and i am done now very done. long day and long night movies snacks, etc.</p><p></p><p>she will plant me in hospital by never ever easing up on me. my day began at 6 a.m. sitting doing project with her and it's now almost midnight. its freaking insane.</p><p></p><p>ok thanks for letting me get that out i wanted to scream</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Jena, post: 128272, member: 4514"] i'm really not feeling well. im very tired and need some sleep. ive' got little difficult child in room hysterical now because she' sconvincned foot is broken. foot is not broken. i let her stay up till 10 tonight figuring that would help her go down easier, i didn't give her chlonidine for simple fact i wanted to give her break from drugs being no school tmrw. so so stupid of me let me tell you. i am realizing now i matter too. i've put my kids first all the time too much so i dont' even take care of me anymore. i should of givne her medication tonight so i could get rest here i was looking out for her yet again and screwing myself in process. so now shes flying into what looks like who knows went from so so happy then i tickled face back all the usual stuff sang to her gave her a time we have a number game we play i giv eher time on clock she's allowed to tell me she cna't sleep. she ignored the numbers tonight as soon as i walked away she was after me i'm telling you like a bad episode of hte nanny. then i walk her back in 5 times calmly see thing is its not the nanny she has needs special needs obviously. so here i am i begged her first i talked to her calmly and said mommy is very sick i need my rest tonight pls. stay in your room for gave her number and think happy thoguhts and do your breathing and then you'll fall asleep...........nope she wasnt having it so now iv'e got the you dnt love me you dont' care aobut me you only care about yourself keepign her sister up who just put her ipod in not to listen to the **** yet another night. tonight yes i cannot handle her nope not at all. my chest is hurting and i am done now very done. long day and long night movies snacks, etc. she will plant me in hospital by never ever easing up on me. my day began at 6 a.m. sitting doing project with her and it's now almost midnight. its freaking insane. ok thanks for letting me get that out i wanted to scream [/QUOTE]
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