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<blockquote data-quote="BrokenSoul" data-source="post: 306778" data-attributes="member: 8037"><p><span style="font-family: 'Arial'"><span style="color: #000000">Thank you all for welcoming me so openly. <img src="/community/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/felttip/love.png" class="smilie" loading="lazy" alt=":love:" title="love :love:" data-shortname=":love:" /></span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: 'Arial'"><span style="color: #000000">I want to share a peom that I wrote about my son a couple of years ago. We'd had another 'challenging' day ( <img src="/community/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/felttip/angry-very.png" class="smilie" loading="lazy" alt=":angry-very:" title="angry-very :angry-very:" data-shortname=":angry-very:" /> for lack of a better way of putting it) and I had lost it with all my kids due to the anger, frustration, stress, sadness...well you all know what I mean. After the kids were settled in bed I sat and cried for ages and while I was crying I wrote this:</span></span></p><p> </p><p><span style="font-family: 'Arial'"><span style="color: #000000"><span style="font-family: 'Microsoft Sans Serif'">Fallen Angel</span></span></span></p><p> </p><p><span style="font-family: 'Arial'"><span style="color: #000000"><span style="font-family: 'Microsoft Sans Serif'">My mind is so heavy, my thoughts all consumed,</span></span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: 'Arial'"><span style="color: #000000"><span style="font-family: 'Microsoft Sans Serif'">My broken heart aching, forever entombed,</span></span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: 'Arial'"><span style="color: #000000"><span style="font-family: 'Microsoft Sans Serif'">Im loving an angel that fell from above.</span></span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: 'Arial'"><span style="color: #000000"><span style="font-family: 'Microsoft Sans Serif'">An angel so desperately needing my love.</span></span></span></p><p> </p><p><span style="font-family: 'Arial'"><span style="color: #000000"><span style="font-family: 'Microsoft Sans Serif'">A sad little boy that is so full of pain,</span></span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: 'Arial'"><span style="color: #000000"><span style="font-family: 'Microsoft Sans Serif'">Who shows so much anger again and again,</span></span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: 'Arial'"><span style="color: #000000"><span style="font-family: 'Microsoft Sans Serif'">His eyes show a soul that cries out for someone,</span></span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: 'Arial'"><span style="color: #000000"><span style="font-family: 'Microsoft Sans Serif'">A sorrow so deep that he cant see lifes fun.</span></span></span></p><p> </p><p><span style="font-family: 'Arial'"><span style="color: #000000"><span style="font-family: 'Microsoft Sans Serif'">A darkness within makes him feel so alone,</span></span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: 'Arial'"><span style="color: #000000"><span style="font-family: 'Microsoft Sans Serif'">I just wish he could see in my heart he is home.</span></span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: 'Arial'"><span style="color: #000000"><span style="font-family: 'Microsoft Sans Serif'">He cant understand all the feelings that roar,</span></span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: 'Arial'"><span style="color: #000000"><span style="font-family: 'Microsoft Sans Serif'">So how can this angel unlock this locked door?</span></span></span></p><p> </p><p><span style="font-family: 'Arial'"><span style="color: #000000"><span style="font-family: 'Microsoft Sans Serif'">The words that this angel will use to torment,</span></span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: 'Arial'"><span style="color: #000000"><span style="font-family: 'Microsoft Sans Serif'">Are sent from the heart but are twisted and bent.</span></span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: 'Arial'"><span style="color: #000000"><span style="font-family: 'Microsoft Sans Serif'">His heart screams for someone to hold him and say,</span></span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: 'Arial'"><span style="color: #000000"><span style="font-family: 'Microsoft Sans Serif'">I love you so much and this loves here to stay.</span></span></span></p><p> </p><p><span style="font-family: 'Arial'"><span style="color: #000000"><span style="font-family: 'Microsoft Sans Serif'">Yet his heart and his soul are in dark bitter duel,</span></span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: 'Arial'"><span style="color: #000000"><span style="font-family: 'Microsoft Sans Serif'">So the words that are spoken are bitter and cruel.</span></span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: 'Arial'"><span style="color: #000000"><span style="font-family: 'Microsoft Sans Serif'">Each word strikes my heart with such accurate aim,</span></span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: 'Arial'"><span style="color: #000000"><span style="font-family: 'Microsoft Sans Serif'">That I feel and I taste his confusion and pain.</span></span></span></p><p> </p><p><span style="font-family: 'Arial'"><span style="color: #000000"><span style="font-family: 'Microsoft Sans Serif'">Through the anger and violence this poor angel shows,</span></span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: 'Arial'"><span style="color: #000000"><span style="font-family: 'Microsoft Sans Serif'">Through pain that is caused and frustration that grows,</span></span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: 'Arial'"><span style="color: #000000"><span style="font-family: 'Microsoft Sans Serif'">Theres a mothers whos desperately trying to touch,</span></span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: 'Arial'"><span style="color: #000000"><span style="font-family: 'Microsoft Sans Serif'">The heart of this angel that is loved oh so much!</span></span></span></p><p> </p><p><span style="font-family: 'Arial'"><span style="color: #000000"><span style="font-family: 'Microsoft Sans Serif'">Yes my heart it is breaking and my strength hard to find.</span></span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: 'Arial'"><span style="color: #000000"><span style="font-family: 'Microsoft Sans Serif'">But thats nothing compared to my poor angels mind.</span></span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: 'Arial'"><span style="color: #000000"><span style="font-family: 'Microsoft Sans Serif'">So this burden, though heavy, I carry with love,</span></span></span></p><p><span style="font-family: 'Arial'"><span style="color: #000000"><span style="font-family: 'Microsoft Sans Serif'">For my sad little angel that fell from above.</span></span></span></p><p> </p><p><span style="color: #000000"><span style="font-family: 'Microsoft Sans Serif'"><span style="font-family: 'Arial'">13/08/06</span><span style="font-family: 'Arial'"> ©</span></span></span></p><p> </p><p><span style="color: #000000"><span style="font-family: 'Microsoft Sans Serif'"><span style="font-family: 'Arial'">I know somewhere inside my son is an amazing person, I know this because of those small moments when I get to see the wondeful person he has locked inside. This is what breaks my heart...his actions and behaviour make me want to give up but the love I have for him gives me the strength to keep trying...but it's soooooooooooo very hard.</span></span></span></p><p> </p><p><span style="color: #000000"><span style="font-family: 'Microsoft Sans Serif'"><span style="font-family: 'Arial'">Broken Soul</span></span></span></p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="BrokenSoul, post: 306778, member: 8037"] [FONT=Arial][COLOR=#000000]Thank you all for welcoming me so openly. :love:[/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Arial][COLOR=#000000]I want to share a peom that I wrote about my son a couple of years ago. We'd had another 'challenging' day ( :angry-very: for lack of a better way of putting it) and I had lost it with all my kids due to the anger, frustration, stress, sadness...well you all know what I mean. After the kids were settled in bed I sat and cried for ages and while I was crying I wrote this:[/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Arial][COLOR=#000000][/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Arial][COLOR=#000000][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif]Fallen Angel[/FONT][/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Arial][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif][COLOR=#000000] [/COLOR][/FONT][/FONT] [FONT=Arial][COLOR=#000000][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif]My mind is so heavy, my thoughts all consumed,[/FONT][/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Arial][COLOR=#000000][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif]My broken heart aching, forever entombed,[/FONT][/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Arial][COLOR=#000000][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif]Im loving an angel that fell from above.[/FONT][/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Arial][COLOR=#000000][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif]An angel so desperately needing my love.[/FONT][/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Arial][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif][COLOR=#000000] [/COLOR][/FONT][/FONT] [FONT=Arial][COLOR=#000000][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif]A sad little boy that is so full of pain,[/FONT][/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Arial][COLOR=#000000][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif]Who shows so much anger again and again,[/FONT][/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Arial][COLOR=#000000][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif]His eyes show a soul that cries out for someone,[/FONT][/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Arial][COLOR=#000000][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif]A sorrow so deep that he cant see lifes fun.[/FONT][/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Arial][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif][COLOR=#000000] [/COLOR][/FONT][/FONT] [FONT=Arial][COLOR=#000000][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif]A darkness within makes him feel so alone,[/FONT][/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Arial][COLOR=#000000][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif]I just wish he could see in my heart he is home.[/FONT][/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Arial][COLOR=#000000][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif]He cant understand all the feelings that roar,[/FONT][/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Arial][COLOR=#000000][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif]So how can this angel unlock this locked door?[/FONT][/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Arial][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif][COLOR=#000000] [/COLOR][/FONT][/FONT] [FONT=Arial][COLOR=#000000][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif]The words that this angel will use to torment,[/FONT][/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Arial][COLOR=#000000][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif]Are sent from the heart but are twisted and bent.[/FONT][/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Arial][COLOR=#000000][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif]His heart screams for someone to hold him and say,[/FONT][/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Arial][COLOR=#000000][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif]I love you so much and this loves here to stay.[/FONT][/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Arial][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif][COLOR=#000000] [/COLOR][/FONT][/FONT] [FONT=Arial][COLOR=#000000][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif]Yet his heart and his soul are in dark bitter duel,[/FONT][/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Arial][COLOR=#000000][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif]So the words that are spoken are bitter and cruel.[/FONT][/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Arial][COLOR=#000000][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif]Each word strikes my heart with such accurate aim,[/FONT][/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Arial][COLOR=#000000][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif]That I feel and I taste his confusion and pain.[/FONT][/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Arial][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif][COLOR=#000000] [/COLOR][/FONT][/FONT] [FONT=Arial][COLOR=#000000][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif]Through the anger and violence this poor angel shows,[/FONT][/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Arial][COLOR=#000000][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif]Through pain that is caused and frustration that grows,[/FONT][/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Arial][COLOR=#000000][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif]Theres a mothers whos desperately trying to touch,[/FONT][/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Arial][COLOR=#000000][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif]The heart of this angel that is loved oh so much![/FONT][/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Arial][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif][COLOR=#000000] [/COLOR][/FONT][/FONT] [FONT=Arial][COLOR=#000000][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif]Yes my heart it is breaking and my strength hard to find.[/FONT][/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Arial][COLOR=#000000][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif]But thats nothing compared to my poor angels mind.[/FONT][/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Arial][COLOR=#000000][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif]So this burden, though heavy, I carry with love,[/FONT][/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Arial][COLOR=#000000][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif]For my sad little angel that fell from above.[/FONT][/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Arial][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif][COLOR=#000000] [/COLOR][/FONT][/FONT] [COLOR=#000000][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif][FONT=Arial]13/08/06[/FONT][FONT=Arial] ©[/FONT][/FONT][/COLOR] [COLOR=#000000][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif][FONT=Arial][/FONT][/FONT][/COLOR] [COLOR=#000000][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif][FONT=Arial]I know somewhere inside my son is an amazing person, I know this because of those small moments when I get to see the wondeful person he has locked inside. This is what breaks my heart...his actions and behaviour make me want to give up but the love I have for him gives me the strength to keep trying...but it's soooooooooooo very hard.[/FONT][/FONT][/COLOR] [COLOR=#000000][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif][FONT=Arial][/FONT][/FONT][/COLOR] [COLOR=#000000][FONT=Microsoft Sans Serif][FONT=Arial]Broken Soul[/FONT][/FONT][/COLOR] [/QUOTE]
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