flutterby
Fly away!
....when you're depressed and you don't want to do anything, but you don't want to do nothing? But when you do something, you go...eh...and don't want to be doing it.
I think I waited too long to increase my medications.
I want to be left alone with no demands on me, but I don't want to be alone.
Nothing "fits" and nothing makes sense right now. I see therapist Wednesday. I think I'll call tomorrow and see if she has any cancellations for earlier in the week.
And I really don't like Thanksgiving. I'd like to just skip out on it all together, but everyone would be upset. Plus, I have to be the buffer between difficult child and my mom.
I'm just rambling. Sorry. Just feeling kinda lost. Don't like the feeling one bit.
Thanks for listening.
I think I waited too long to increase my medications.
I want to be left alone with no demands on me, but I don't want to be alone.
Nothing "fits" and nothing makes sense right now. I see therapist Wednesday. I think I'll call tomorrow and see if she has any cancellations for earlier in the week.
And I really don't like Thanksgiving. I'd like to just skip out on it all together, but everyone would be upset. Plus, I have to be the buffer between difficult child and my mom.
I'm just rambling. Sorry. Just feeling kinda lost. Don't like the feeling one bit.
Thanks for listening.