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<blockquote data-quote="totoro" data-source="post: 86722" data-attributes="member: 3155"><p>I thought about this last night after saw TM post it... I don't want to sound too depressing, but as I thought about this I honestly never had any dreams...</p><p></p><p>I think my own lame experiences as a child, with the divorces, affairs, abuse, drugs, suicides, prison etc. I was always on survival mode.</p><p>I never thought I would:</p><p></p><p>~graduate high school, first in my family</p><p>~go to college</p><p>~get married</p><p>~have kids</p><p></p><p>I was such a difficult child, I didn't realize I was until I had my own... LOL I thought It was fine to stay up all hours, do lots of risky things and almost die... have severe anxiety and not realize it!!! </p><p></p><p>I fought marriage and kids... I was afraid of how my childhood was, how was I to know that it could be different? How was I to know that all men were not losers???</p><p></p><p>What is amazing is that my husband and my 2 girls have given me the ability to dream... I now have dreams for me and husband as well as for my girls... before that I could never get past each day, I would struggle to get through each day let alone think down the road. </p><p>I now think about the girls happiness one day... their long term happiness. :crying:</p><p></p><p>Me and husband spending our lives together... even getting our puppy. I would have never done something like that before... </p><p></p><p>I dream that my girls will make friends, learn new things like to ski this year... I have hope and dreams because of my Gs'FG...</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="totoro, post: 86722, member: 3155"] I thought about this last night after saw TM post it... I don't want to sound too depressing, but as I thought about this I honestly never had any dreams... I think my own lame experiences as a child, with the divorces, affairs, abuse, drugs, suicides, prison etc. I was always on survival mode. I never thought I would: ~graduate high school, first in my family ~go to college ~get married ~have kids I was such a difficult child, I didn't realize I was until I had my own... LOL I thought It was fine to stay up all hours, do lots of risky things and almost die... have severe anxiety and not realize it!!! I fought marriage and kids... I was afraid of how my childhood was, how was I to know that it could be different? How was I to know that all men were not losers??? What is amazing is that my husband and my 2 girls have given me the ability to dream... I now have dreams for me and husband as well as for my girls... before that I could never get past each day, I would struggle to get through each day let alone think down the road. I now think about the girls happiness one day... their long term happiness. [img]:crying:[/img] Me and husband spending our lives together... even getting our puppy. I would have never done something like that before... I dream that my girls will make friends, learn new things like to ski this year... I have hope and dreams because of my Gs'FG... [/QUOTE]
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